Fapnosity was born out of a cluster of thoughts one night; durring this time I was just starting recovery. I was beginning to fight back against addiction and consciously making an effort to stop. I remember thinking about how everything has a good and bad, a positive and a negative, how there’s heaven and hell, an above and below, and I thought about my life. At the age of 18, not having had any accomplishments in life, just lived a wasted life, behind a computer screen all my life. My life was nothing, I didn’t know who I was, I didn’t even know my interests aside from porn. I was starting up from nothing!..
Wait a minute
…I’m starting from nothing…A blank canvas. That’s perfect!!! I have nothing to loose, the world is mine!! I can go and do anything I want. Thinking this, I decided to make my life a living proof, an example for other addicts who live hopeless lives like I once did.. I want to teach them that anything is possible in life, even for someone like me who had no life, no friends, no money, no job, and nothing going for him. My plan is to recover, travel and catch up on all of the experiences that I missed out on during my childhood and teens years that I spent watching porn.
I’ll make my life proof and an example of what recovery can accomplish in your life.
So that night Fapnosity was born. When Fapnosity was born it was nothing but an idea, nameless, and clueless as to what it was, but knew one day it would be important and reach out to all the trapped men and women who were fighting by themselves.
The hardest thing about Fapnosity for me is the whole telling my stories thing. The devil had me buried in so deep into this hole, and the only way out was honesty. I would have to stomp on my ego, destroy myself image, purposely expose myself, and that way take away that power that this addiction had over me. But in doing so, like a butterfly or fixing a car, I would have to break myself down, then build myself up into the best version of myself that I could be. Coming out with this addiction was one of the hardest things I ever did in my life. It went against everything I did in my life of secrecy. But this was a small price I paid for my freedom from this monster I call addition.
Welcome to Fapnosity